Stella Jones'Ohana means family. Family means nobody is left behind or forgotten' -Lilo and Stitch 'Please don't go away. Please? No one has stuck with me so long before' -Dory, Finding Nemo |
Stella's Outfit from Doctor SmithStella's Twit Cam Outfit'I look at you and I...I'm home.' -Dory, Finding Nemo |
Stella's Tumblr Post #1
A New Begging
Well, if you have been following me on here, and actually reading my posts, you know my story. How my dad was, what I have been through. Well, all that changed around 9:30 last night. My father was on another one of his drunken rampages and started beating me. He hit me with a beer bottle and left a gash in my cheek. The pain was horrible. The tears made it worse. He laughed and pushed me to the floor and smashed my wrist. (If you are watching my twit cam as I am writing this you can see my cast.) He pulled me to my feet and said told me to stop bleeding, because I was making a mess. He left the kitchen and started beating my mom. I've had enough by then. I took my phone out and called the police. I let them listen to the blood curtailing screams of my sweet mother.
By then, I had lost a great amount of blood and passed out. When I woke up I was in a hospital room. My cheek had stitches, a cast on my arm, and a painful IV in my arm. A female doctor walked in. I wont mention names, but she was the nicest ever. We had a very short conversation, then I asked her how my mother was. Well, what I heard killed my spirit. She told me that she passed away on the way to the hospital. Then, but I don't know why, I asked about my dad. She said he assaulted an officer then shot himself. It was slightly funny to me. Did he finally realize what he'd been doing to us was wrong? I don't know what he was think, and I don't particularly care. I just hope he burns in hell.
After that she left and I fell back asleep. She woke me up at 7 that next morning. She presented me with a new outfit and told me to dress so I could walk around, then go meet my case manager. I mean, obviously I can't talk care of myself..yet anyways. I agreed and she left the room. I got dressed and walked out of the room. We walked around the hospital. I visited some small children in the cancer unit and played with them. It was such a life changing experience in that part of the hospital, but what happened after I met my case manager was even more life changing.
First off, she let me chose a family to interview, I guess. I don't know, I guess she was letting me have a little freedom in all of this. The family I chose, well, it was a special family. It was the Payne family. I didn't realize that it was Liam Payne from One Direction. Yes, my family now is One Direction. And the really are great. Danielle is just really nice, and Liam makes me feel safe. Something I have never really felt before.
Tonight was really hard. Liam and I tried to get my things after we left the hospital, but I couldn't keep myself together then. So we went home. Then after seeing my new room and getting a new laptop and camera the girls came. I was just Stunned by seeing them in person. Danielle was so nice to me right off the bat.
The night went on. We went to Nandos, and had a really great time. We all gathered my things from my old house and went home. Right now as I am sitting in my room, as Payzer, Elounor, and Zerrie sit in the living room watching a romantic movie, and as Harry and Niall fight over how get's to have the last slice of pizza in my room, I realize that all of the people in this house truly care for me. They would never want to see me hurt. So this is my last post with a sad story and hospital trip in it. Goodnight Tumblr...thank you for being there for me. I love you <3
-Stella Marie Payne
By then, I had lost a great amount of blood and passed out. When I woke up I was in a hospital room. My cheek had stitches, a cast on my arm, and a painful IV in my arm. A female doctor walked in. I wont mention names, but she was the nicest ever. We had a very short conversation, then I asked her how my mother was. Well, what I heard killed my spirit. She told me that she passed away on the way to the hospital. Then, but I don't know why, I asked about my dad. She said he assaulted an officer then shot himself. It was slightly funny to me. Did he finally realize what he'd been doing to us was wrong? I don't know what he was think, and I don't particularly care. I just hope he burns in hell.
After that she left and I fell back asleep. She woke me up at 7 that next morning. She presented me with a new outfit and told me to dress so I could walk around, then go meet my case manager. I mean, obviously I can't talk care of myself..yet anyways. I agreed and she left the room. I got dressed and walked out of the room. We walked around the hospital. I visited some small children in the cancer unit and played with them. It was such a life changing experience in that part of the hospital, but what happened after I met my case manager was even more life changing.
First off, she let me chose a family to interview, I guess. I don't know, I guess she was letting me have a little freedom in all of this. The family I chose, well, it was a special family. It was the Payne family. I didn't realize that it was Liam Payne from One Direction. Yes, my family now is One Direction. And the really are great. Danielle is just really nice, and Liam makes me feel safe. Something I have never really felt before.
Tonight was really hard. Liam and I tried to get my things after we left the hospital, but I couldn't keep myself together then. So we went home. Then after seeing my new room and getting a new laptop and camera the girls came. I was just Stunned by seeing them in person. Danielle was so nice to me right off the bat.
The night went on. We went to Nandos, and had a really great time. We all gathered my things from my old house and went home. Right now as I am sitting in my room, as Payzer, Elounor, and Zerrie sit in the living room watching a romantic movie, and as Harry and Niall fight over how get's to have the last slice of pizza in my room, I realize that all of the people in this house truly care for me. They would never want to see me hurt. So this is my last post with a sad story and hospital trip in it. Goodnight Tumblr...thank you for being there for me. I love you <3
-Stella Marie Payne